My first question as difficult as it was, did I cause this-diet, not enough exercise, stress. Answer was --NO, but do I need to be mindful of all of those-OH YES, especially now!!! I am going to have to make some lifestyle changes to stay as healthy as possible. The good thing about that is, I should now have the energy and hope to do that! Wahoo! What a difference I am looking forward to!!
I am finding comfort and courage and HOPE in this piece of scripture which I was blessed to receive via text from my Dad just before I went in for my Drs appointment. It was so good to sit in the car with my Bible and hear from the Lord while so much was on my mind.
2 Cor 4 16-18 Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
I will now be laying some of my sorrows surrounding this at His feet but also be remembering the blessings poured out for me. I appreciate the heart God has given me and how hard it has been working in me. I dare not take it for granted. I appreciate my Dr and how she has worked along side me and listened carefully to my concerns and struggles. Today is a good day and tomorrow will be better! What a relief for my soul. Just thought I would share!